Confusion

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Wake up, time for work.
Stand up, time to deliver.
Wind up, time to go home.
Relax, time to sleep.
Is that all what life means?
Work, earn, eat, sleep and then continue the same thing?
For some it is mandatory, for some it is just for the heck, but what is it for me?
I can't find any reason for me to work, earn, eat and sleep. Why do I have to be with people with whom I don't want to be? why do I have to listen to people who just talk? why do I have to do things that I don't like doing? why is this why? why can't I do something on my own, for my own? Too many questions but not a single good answer.
I wish it was that easy to walk out and start something on my own. I can walk out but...there are too many buts in life that I can seem to handle anymore. Sometimes I feel, I will just run off somewhere but that does not seem to happen coz of what? Money.
Whatever you want, whatever you need, everything starts with money and it ends with money, be it anything, love, friendship, anything. Nobody can run away from this cycle. Whether you like it or not everyone runs after money and money makes you run after it more and more.
You want to eat, sleep, work, or do anything, you need money for that, nothing in this world is for free, NOTHING.

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